November 11, 2014

Home Alone.


My Fiance has left the nest to finish off his Kumon training in Teaneck, NJ this week. 
Come to think of it, this is my first time being left alone in Toronto. 
I'm used to the independence cuz I lived alone for almost 2 whole years but I've become accustomed to having a room mate these past couple of months. And let alone, here in a new country. So he's left and I'm here with Mollie, lonely nights but very very VERY quiet nights. Its amazing how quiet it gets around here at night. I think Mollie misses her daddy though, she seems to look for him by going up the stairs and coming back down. Going through the motions of every day living without my Mr. is a bit bizarre but partly it feels like he's here with me. I guess I've just become so used to his presence that I feel it even when he's not around. I wonder if this is what my relationship with God is like. Getting to know Him so well, knowing his personality, his character, his presence so well that I'm aware of his presence. That's something to think about...

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